(Will probably result in not being in chronological order, too much has happened, or so it feels)

• argument no. 1 with ex-best friend (which sounds harsh but the past tense is not down to me in the slightest)
• decided on new life-plan: if I consequently fail history AS level at the end of this academic year I would like to leave sixth form entirely and embark on a course at college were three full A levels are not required. I would work for the year between leaving and going on the course at the end of 2013 which would be perfect. Discovered that there is available a Foundation Degree in Journalism which would be WONDERFUL!!! But two A levels are required so I will need to complete this year by the skin of my teeth in order to fail history at the end of my A levels so I will only have two A levels (English and media) which will be satisfactory to do this degree and it would be more perfect than going to the UEA because they don’t do a degree in journalism and I have decided that I would like to stay centred around my hometown although I will travel travel travel when I can. My plan sounds confusing but I understand so I suppose that’s all that matters.
• abandonment from apparent friends
• complete and utter abandonment in history - puzzlement
• becomes apparent that they are angry because I had been “talking about ___ behind their back” when, once again, I was in truth, not involved. (I wish people would see, after knowing me well for a significant amount of time, that I am the most impartial person in existence. Yes, opinionated, but not opinionated enough to cause rifts/trouble)
• argument no. 2, between L and E 
• INTENSE FEELINGS OF ANGER
• had fringe cut 
• came home to more drama in the form of the baffling person I have ranted about many a time in the past. The conversation was not pleasant and I don’t wish to go into great detail but it was not positive by any means. I have come to the conclusion that you are a waste of my time and I want you disappeared entirely 
• today, an apology from E and on behalf of her abandoning friends 
• happiness
• bus shelter moments with L (priceless, absolutely priceless)
• joined L for a trip to the tattooists for her tragus to be pierced, along with two of her work friends who also had piercings. Found myself longing for a new piercing, could only settle for having the bar changed to a hoop (which is enormously large for my dainty ear) 
• strolled around town listening to Seapony and S.C.U.M and Violens to my nan’s house. Freedom! Made the decision along the way to make more lonely trips and walks by myself and more often; convenient preparation for tomorrow’s lonely free period which I have decided will be spent reading Started For Ten (which I started at the weekend and is brilliant brilliant brilliant! David Nicholls is a literary genius)
• trimmed fringe because it was ridiculously long and made my eyes red and watery so now I can see out and wear it down with confidence (unlike today where I could not see a thing and felt an absolute fool) 
• happy, I think, with a cup of tea and satisfactory fringe and new accessory in my ear and the promise of independence tomorrow. Also, specific new super cool person accepted my friend request so I am considerably content even though I will feel silly and self-conscious when tomorrow rolls around and I notice you.